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Yup! I'll be going again this year. Though I'll just be ghosting it and hanging out with people in the open areas. Depending on what I get done I'll either be cosplaying Hajime from Gatchaman Crowds, Monokuma from Dangan Ronpa, or Amy Sorel from Soul Calibur IV. If you wanna hang out at all let me know!

I'll be going again this year though I will not be selling at the AA. Instead, I'll be helping out my buddies there. You can mostly find me at 's table which is number 209 in the AA. I'll also be holding a free chibi raffle so all you have to do is give me your name(or badge name) and email in order to enter.

I don't plan on going to any panels this year and I might not go to any of the dances either but I'll bring something just in case. As for cosplays, bellow is what you can expect my list to look like though I might switch things around since I still have to make Aladdin.

Thursday: Nezumi(No.6) or Homura(P3M)
Friday: Artbook!Aladdin(Magi) & Akashi(KuroBasu)
Saturday: Black Canary(DC) & Akashi/Fem!Akashi(KuroBasu)

I wont be going to con on Sunday because my parents are super strict about "spending time together during Easter" even though I'll just be in my room avoiding them and I'm not religious but they force me to anyway.

I'd like to end the year with a brief recap of what happened in 2012. Honestly, until a few months ago, nothing really went on other than the usual school, friends, and conventions. Sakura con was fun though my cosplay plans were kind of mixed up. Aki con was annoying at first because of the whole AA bull they pulled on us but I met some old and new friends so it was worth it even though I barely broke even. School is stressing me out because the quarter is about to start and I have no idea if I got accepted into the program I applied for or not. Last month, my grandfather ended up going to the hospital as he had a minor episode in front of my eyes and fainted which scared the heck out of me but he's fine now. As for friends, I love all you guys and I always will(unless you do something really stupid like murder your family; that's where I draw the line).

Here's where this post gets a bit personal. I did find out that a few people had crushes on me all at the same time so I decided to do some "soul searching" in a way and have come to this conclusion: I'm not really interested in anything sexual but I still want an emotional relationship so I'm asexual but still a romantic. With that being said, I strongly prefer woman but I wouldn't mind dating a guy though it would be unfair for me to do so because males are more sexually responsive than females. Also, because I put so much of my personal feelings into every relationship or crush I have, I can't let it go, even if it doesn't work out. Because I really do love the people I have crushes on with all my heart. I wait several months to make sure it's not just infatuation because I don't want to hurt my partner. I just feel like getting this stuff off my chest.

Now on to my 2013 plans! I will be going to Sakura con just like every year but I will no longer be going to Aki con. I'm not even sure if there will be an Aki con next year but the way they responded to me personally if annoying. If you're going to write an email to me and accuse me of following what someone else is saying just because I can, at least have the common courtesy to make it personal and not copy and paste the same message to everyone who has complaints and give us some darn proof as to why you think so. My stuff got ruined but I didn't care. I got a little sick but I still came back. But it wasn't for the AA, it was for my friends. And because a lot of my friends will never come back to Aki, there's no point in me going either. Oops, I was ranting. Sorry about that. Anyway, I also plan on going to Fanime but I've never gone to an out of state convention and I feel like I'll be a nuisance to my sister so there's a chance I will not go. My cosplays will be Akashi, Aladdin, Kasugami, Matsu, Vanellope, and possibly a cosplay from RotG though nothing is set in stone for that yet. Lady Loki might also be added to the list but I hate scale mail so idk how that's gonna turn out.

I also plan on finally moving out of my parents house because it's causing me emotional distress having to deal with them and I've been getting constant panic attacks and crying myself to sleep after a fight(usually about the whole school issue). If I get into the program I want, then I'll continue with classes. If I don't or if I miss the deadline to apply for classes this quarter, I'll get a job and try again next quarter. That's pretty much all I have planned for next year.

Have an awesome new year, everyone!

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